I am Such A Bummer

Urgh! I hate myself whenever I make a booboo... Such a freakin idiot me sometimes... Had a fantastic time with fantastic friends on Friday and Saturday (not just that but it's also the first birthday of baby Liah)! Then because I wanted to fix something on my camera's settings, I accidentally deleted the photos taken the past two days. Oh boy... Really urgh!!!

BUT, I am currently enjoying the last few minutes of the Golden Globe awards and my Madi gave me a long sweet hug before she slept tonight so I still thank God for this day and for giving me such a sweet, loving, and smart little girl.

Talk to yous later!

No title, just "blabbing."

Yes, that's right, that is the actual word of the day, "blabbing." If any of my visitors tonight reads my blog, they would know what exactly I am talking about. Oh well... enough about those "blabbing peeps"- they are not worth my thoughts, emotions, energy, or time.

Anyway, I had a few friends from high school over tonight at home. A couple were from out of State and one was just from next town. I like entertaining guests. I'm not a good cook like Martha Stewart but I just enjoy trying to be one and I enjoy having people in the house once in awhile.

It's now 2:40 a.m. so I should be hitting the bed now. I'm not sleepy yet but I have to try as tomorrow (tomorrow is today now, actually.) will be another busy day. I hope you all have a good weekend.

Bla Bla Bla

Look, I am a full-time mom, I have too much on my plate everyday with all the house work, the baby, errands and what not. But guess what, I am never going to make that as an excuse anymore and interfere with my writing. I will write, write, write every single day no matter what time of the day. I am not going to wait for the quiet moment or for some fuckin inspiration to appear before I say that I can write. I'll just write. Got it?

So, the plan would be... I'll do all my job as a mother and a wife. I'll write whenever there's a chance for me to sit on my desk, and I'll just write anything that pops in my head. I'm not going to care about certain topics or flow that I want this blog to be. It will just simply be me blabbing. Who cares... for all I know, nobody reads my blog anyway (LOL). Hey, not funny.

Happy New Year

It's been awhile again... I've been busy with all the holidays and something else (some of you may know what I mean). But I am a bit better now. I have many plans for the year 2011 and certainly looking forward to it. For now, I just want to wish you all a happy new year. May this year be full of love, hope, happiness, and prosperity for you all. And the most important thing is peace on earth. I truly hope that the war would be over, economy would get better, and that everyone will contribute in any way they can to save the planet for the future of our children's children. Happy new year!!!

Things Could Have Been Worse...

I have been hurting, sad, confused, and mad lately. Believe me, if I could write something happy or inspiring, I would.

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I'm trying... I am working on it... trying to focus and think on the bright side. Things happen for a reason (too cliche') and I know this one would turn into something good after all. And after thinking about other people's situation, mine could have been worse but it isn't. This is not something that cannot be solved. Most of all, I still have the urge to be a better human being, days are coming and I have the chance to make things better one day at a time.